Because sometimes there are no words

Or the words make it all too pathetically real. Someday when I'm past this place in my life I will write about what it feels like, or maybe I will now, but not much in my life is blog appropriate. Or rather, this blog appropriate. Ironic in some ways but so be it. I think all these lost weekends are going to add up to something, or maybe I'm utterly delusional. Or both.

I did wind up doing the Durex interview (see last photo) with Twanna where perhaps some secrets were revealed. We should have the video from it soon. No friends/paparazzi were around to snap us on the bed, but I heard that I blushed.